why?

why is loving me so hard to do?
why is losing weight so hard to do?
why is getting a 4.0 hard to do?
why is being happy hard to do?
why is loving myself for who i am hard to do?
why is being able to show my soft side hard to do?
why is leaving the past in the past hard to do?
why is trying to get over him hard to do?
why is finally forgiving my dad hard to do?
why is being nice hard to do?
why is finding a best friend hard to do?
why do i cry a night because all of these things are so hard to do?
why am i crying as i write this?